Overdue Blog

Yes this blog is way overdue I have just been insanely busy. Sooooo where to begin...

Well last week was Liberty's spring break. My mom, uncle, and I had planned a long time ago to go to NYC, but nope something else popped up. I got my teeth cleaned this previous summer and he told me that my wisdom teeth were coming and I would soon have to get them removed next summer or it would ruin my smile. Well as time crept by, I started feeling the boogers coming through. I instantly got scared and told my mom to make the appt. for Spring Break. Hence the dramatic change of plans in my spring break.

Well I was really excited to see if I could get a video of myself all loopy on drugs. That was a fail. I'm just NOT good on drugs, which is probably a good thing. The first dose of drugs given to me the outcome was funny. Something I do remember I saw my dog Maggie and I just thought she was overly adorable and I bent down to pet her. When I bent down I fell head first to the ground, dont worry not on top of Maggie, she got out of the way just in time. I stayed on the ground in a laughing fit. My mom tried to help me get back up and for the life of me I could not get up.

Then everything from there on is a blur. YES, I was awake the whole time. I was told during the procedure that I ranted on and on about both Justin Bieber and Josh Groban. I SCREAMED to keep my teeth. I kept saying "Pam," the name of the dental asst. that helped my dentist, for no reason. By the end of the surgery, I was crying hysterically. So no videos out of that one.



It did not take me the whole week to recover thankfully. I did not puff up like a chipmunk, only one side puffed up and that was the bottom of my left jaw were the dentist ripped my gum apart and broke that specific tooth into 4 pieces. My skin did turn blue which I did think was super because I looked like an Avatar character.

By Wednesday I was fully recovered and I spent the rest of my spring break hanging out with my awesome kids from Youth group. It was an awesome break. I swear the Kyker's House is the place to be! So much fun! Just saying. I saw my kids almost every single day. I got to meet new people in my youth, which they turned out to be pretty cool. For St. Patricks Day I took some of my kids to see one of the newest additions to our youth perform at a little cafe. He was really good sounds like a John Mayer/Jason Mraz mix.


But then you will never guess what happened!!! I got involved in drama...on St. Patricks night. HA! SHOCKER! Yeah, me a 20 year old got involved between a fight with a 16year old and a 17year old. It was pretty pathetic, and I just got super angry(which really never happens, how angry I got) and told them to figure it out on their own. It will NEVER happen again, especially that whole SITUATION. Weird.

But yeah I came back from my spring break to jump right back into the Phantom. The whole show is coming together beautifully. There are so many wonderfully talented people in this cast. The Phantom and Christine are rockin' it! And I am just so happy to be a part of it all. I know I say that a bazillion times. All I wanted my freshman year was to be friends with some of these people, and all I wanted to do was be INVOLVED with the theatre in some way!!! And Now I am! And every time I get the chance to talk to some of the people I admired from last year, I just flip out in my mind and thank God, because I am ACTUALLY talking to these people and we are FRIENDS! It makes me ecstatic! Plus I am growing closer and closer to one individual which is making me SUPER HAPPY. Yeah that's right SUPER HAPPY. ;)

BTW! Remember that one blog I wrote a few weeks about a probalem which I thought I was wrong on. Yeah I was wrong. Justaletchyaknow.

But I will go ahead and warn everyone who reads this blog in advance. I will not be posting till probably after April 13th. Because I have so much going on and I am having a HUGE test on April 13th, probably the biggest thing I will do in my college career, of course I might have to do it again if I fail. But I know two things will get me through that test. Research and PRAYER. PRAYER PRAYER PRAYER PRAYER PRAYER PRAYER! and a MIRACLE!!!

Tired...

If you dont want to read a negative blog...dont read this. Click out. Go on facebook and stalk someone, now.

I can't stick to the guidelines anymore cause I know the guidelines fell through for me.
No princes. Not even frogs. This figures. I was just wrong AGAIN.
Felt this way last year and my senior year, and I am stupid to even think that if it didnt happen then, why in God's name would anything change. HUGE dissapointment.

But I listened to a song today when I was studying my piece for singing lessons it came on right after, it was like a message from God. It made me happy just like it made me happy my senior year of high school. You might know it:

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.


Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.


Thank you Nickleback for making my life wonderful.


Oh and another thing some people scare me, because of their crazy bipolar attitudes. One minute they are talking to you like they actually like you and then when you see them the next day they just want to kill you. I am not very fond of bipolar attitudes. Because frankly you just make me want to crawl up in a hole and die. Yeah you scare the living daylight out of me! Nah!!


SPRING BREAK PLEASE COME!!! ONE MORE DAY!!!

Hmm...

I will have a more positive blog coming along soon, but...

Right now I just wish I had things a little more figured out.
I'm so bloody confused.
My brain is killing me.
Now my nerves are going through the roof.
I feel funny.
And yet I don't know what to do.
I can't feel this way and have screwed up vertigo!

Dear God please help me...


I am trying super hard to be more positive lately. And I doing a really good job. But I just had to blog how I am feeling right now. Just in case, something does happen...

I made a great Mary Joan video! I will blog about that tomorrow. I am to tired.

Physically, and psychologically...

COFFEE!! Yes please.

I WILL Hear You Sing Once More!

"The day starts, the day ends
Time crawls by
Night steals in, pacing the floor
The moments creep,
Yet I can’t bear to sleep
Till I hear you sing

And weeks pass, and months pass
Seasons fly
Still you don’t walk through the door
And in a haze
I count the silent days
Till I hear you sing once more.

And sometimes at night time
I dream that you are there
But wake holding nothing but the empty air

And years come, and years go
Time runs dry
Still I ache down to the core
My broken soul
Can’t be alive and whole
Till I hear you sing once more

And music, your music
It teases at my ear
I turn and it fades away and you’re not here

Let hopes pass, let dreams pass
Let them die
Without you, what are they for?
I’ll always feel
No more than halfway real
Till I hear you sing once more"

This is "Till I Hear You Sing" from "Love Never Dies", the sequel to Phantom of the Opera. Yeah kinda obbsessed with this musical at the moment too.

But I posted this song for a reason, because one I am immensely blessed, and two I somewhat have the same feelings as the Phantom, except I can hear my person sing anytime I want, haha. But as for LIVE music, I get to hear him once more. ^-^




So I am running on a minimum of 5 hours of sleep cuz I could not sleep last night. Why? Because Josh Groban's tickets for FOJG members were going on sale at 10am this morning for his "Straight to You" tour.

So I was antsy all night, like you have no idea. Here are my tweets and facebook posts because of my excitement



Yeah, I was a little nutty, and everyone was very understanding. So I got up, got ready in like 20 minutes, thats a record. And then I went and sat on the couch just waiting and talking to my mom. All the girls in my quad were just laughing at me because I am such a geek.

Then the clock struck 10. I had TicketMaster pulled up, and I was already on the page I wanted, but I wanted front row, and for some reason I got the fourth row. And I could not figure out what was wrong, who already bought all those bloody rows?! And I was yelling at my mom I was on the verge of insanity, and I almost bought fourth row tickets. I kept yelling at my mom, "Shhhh shhh dont say anything I'm trying to I HATE THESE LITTLE CAPTA PHRASES!" Then I went back to the first page and PRAISETHELORD I saw the front row package option and I screamed like a lunatic.((Huge shout out to Sarah too, if it weren't for her awesome step by step list in order to buy tickets, I probably would have been CRAAAAAZEHHH!!!!))
By this time my RA was already in my room waiting for me to finish so she could get me out to convo. I walked around all day, all through campus, with this geeky wide smile on my face. I am so happy, and I have some amazing parents that understand my craziness for this man's talent and wonderfulness. I am super blessed and super excited.

Me and my Mom. 2 front row center stage for the concert in Greenville, SC for June 7th 2011.



This will be a day to remember.

And for those who want to know the answer to this question. NO! Mary Joan does not know I am going to Greenville, (YET) she thinks we are going to Charlotte NC concert because I live there.

She will realize this all...this Saturday.

People are you ready for Mary Joan to meet Josh, because I think I just got a golden opportunity.
IF YOU HAVE IDEAS SUGGESTIONS FOR MARY JOAN'S APPEARANCE AT THE CONCERT AS TO WHAT I SHOULD DO TWEET ME OR FACEBOOK ME, I NEED IDEAS!!!TALK TO ME!!!!