"You know how you look back and just say to yourself, If my old self knew what I was doing right now... It's one of those moments where I do sit back and THANK GOD for the position I am in today. Thank God for opening windows and doors..."
These were the last words I said on my last blog a few months ago...
I guess I can go ahead and say a couple of things have "happened" since then. My world came tumbling down around me...
So I want to dedicate this blog to a “truth is.” I always see my middle schoolers and high schoolers put it up on facebook and think of how stupid it is. So for the new year I finally broke and put, “Like my status for truth is.” I got about 11 likes. I found myself telling my friends how much I loved them and offered them nothing but encouragement. But I want to do a truth is to inform you on my current situation and how my life is “rolling” at the moment.
Truth is:
I am 21.
I just left my university after working my a$$ off for 2 and a half years.
I am a theatre production major, involved with back stage work.
I am living with my parents again.
The best friends I have right now, getting me through this situation, are all high schoolers.
I am heart broken.
I am trying to get through this trial with only strength God can give me. Some times it helps…sometimes I want to crush something with my hands.
I have to find a new university.
Oh, and I feel like I will possibly end up alone.
One more, truth is….I survived the spawn of satan before she could really break me. But she left a ripped and oozing scar on my heart.
