Breathe In...Breathe Out...

Ok so today wasnt that bad of a day. It could have been better. But when your in a math class, the world seems to get darker. Ugh! If the world didnt have a math, then yes the sun would shine a little more. I got really mad because I bought a book the other day and I found out that it's not in chapter form it's made completely of poems that are trying to tell a story. It really made me mad. I wanted to throw it across the room, but I want to return it. Maybe get another Gerogia Nicolson novel.

I live in the apartments called East on Liberty. So we get a lot more advantages. One of those is we get to bring dogs in our rooms! Cant own them, just let them come in. My RA's friend had her baby sit her teacup yorkie today. It was adorable and named Bella...yes, you're right, no brainer who is she named after?


Then earlier today I got invited to go see The Princess and the Frog with another group of friends.

Tomorrow will be better. I know it will. Because it's Friday. I am going to see Big River tomorrow and I am going home. Tomorrow will be a good day.

Ok, so why am I inhaling and exhaling, trying not to have a mental breakdown?

UNCC let me know through their future studet web portal, they made a decision. And I will not know that decision until 7-10 days. I will recieve an official letter in the mail.......

DEAR GOD IN HEAVEN PLEASE LET ME GET IN PLEASE LET THEM HAVE ACCEPTED ME!!!!!!!

Life of the latest...

There is a few Facts going on in my life at the moment.


FACT, Something amazing has to happen for me to stay at Liberty.
FACT, UNCC wants me, and I want them.
FACT, I am sitting behind some random guy at Starbucks who has to be 20 or older, he is reading a book full of cartoon dragons.



Jaylyn, me, Jake, Josh and his cousins decided we all wanted to go explore abandoned buildings. Which was extremely crazy and scary. There was a couple of embarrassing moments that night. There was one point the only exit out, of one of the three buildings we went into, was a 12 foot jump. I was scared out of my mind, even though Jaylyn was like, WHOO! and just jumps down like a tiger! I was scared to death to jump, it was like jumping out a 2nd story house, can you blame me that I didnt want to jump? So all of the guys got under me and had to catch me! Do you have any idea how embarrasing that was for me? Plus on the way down, my pants caught on to a nail and ripped at my thigh! It was bad.



Then we went under a bridge that was covered in trash, and Josh asked if anyone had a flash light since Jake wasnt under the bridge with us and he had the flashlight. So I dug into my purse for my keys that had a little flashlight on it. I turned it on and searched my surrondings till I shined the light on the far end of the bridge there was two men sitting there. The boys took off and left me and Jaylyn behind. When I was trying to get back out from under the bridge I slipped and Josh had to grab me by my shoulders and rip me out.


FACT I am Priscilla...and I cant be anyone except myself. me.

If Tonight Could Last Forever

Tonight started out wierd,
You looked at me like you hated me,
It wasnt like I cared
I knew you hated my guts so I shouted and screamed.

I wasnt the girl you thought I was,
Now I was being the real me,
Did you like it?
I think you did,
I was spinning circles, and singing out,
Of course I am nothing like that girl,
Because I know that I'm crazier!
Only if tonight could last forever!

As I sat there with friends,
You kept smiling at me,
Constantly brushing my shoulder,
Always whispering in my ear.
I dont understand how you like her,
You better like me!

I wasnt the girl you thought I was,
Now I was being the real me,
Did you like it?
I think you did,
I was spinning circles, and singing out,
Of course I am nothing like that girl,
Because I know that I'm crazier!
Only if tonight could last forever!

Yes I encourage,
Because there is no other way,
I believe in hapiness,
Although it may be so far away from me,
But Im willing to go through all the rocky paths with you!

You make me smile
I make you smile
You make me smile
I make you smile
Cause you know you like the real me!

I wasnt the girl you thought I was,
Now I was being the real me,
Did you like it?
I think you did,
I was spinning circles, and singing out,
Of course I am nothing like that girl,
Because I know that I'm crazier!
Only if tonight could last forever!

I know now that you like me!
I know now that you like me!
I am a different girl!
I am fun, hilarious, and crazy!
Only if tonight could last forever.

By the way, thank God my best friend in the whole world is out of suregery! She is fine thank God!!!!

Keep it Positive!

Those were the lyrics to the song "Positive" from Legally Blonde musical. As you know I love musicals, and I actually got to see Legally Blonde on an off broadway show in Charlotte. It was great! Whoever came up with the idea, "Hey lets make Legally Blonde into a musical!" They were genius.

Its a good for girls to like. But when your sitting in class and your guy friend comes over starts singing the songs in an unatural falcetto, thats when it gets wierd.

But yes, today is a good day. Today I sent in my application to UNCC. Aimee and I will be going to meet with an admissions counsler this Friday. Then after that my friend Ben Godsell the Magnificent, will hang out. Which will be fun since we can catch up with eachother. We havent really talked since my Christmas party this year. Hopefully I can hang out with my fuzzball friend Chase too! ^-^

This will be a good week. I will stay positive and BELIEVE that UNCC will let me in!

What is Love?

One of my favorite music artists is Never Shout Never. He has this good/sad song called "What is Love." It explains about his parents getting a divorce, and clearly it tears this poor boy apart. But the music video is adorable for this. It's a great, cute movie. Christopher Drew is an adorable 18 year old. Except his guage ears.

But then you ask Bryan Adams for his opinion, and he replys:
"When you love someone you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon put out the sun
When you love someone
You'll deny the truth believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe
you can really fly
But your lonely nights have just begun
When you love someone
When you love someone you'll feel it deep inside
And nothin' else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone
When you love someone - you'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and
you won't think twice
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone "

It is the truth. When you actually love someone. You let them go, and if they love you, they will come back.

I saw a great example of this. It has taken a full two years for it to take place. My friends Marcus and Nikki used to be the biggest "thing" at our church. We always thought they would get married. Till they both graduated from high school. I heard that Marcus dumped Nikki, because he was going off to bigger better things. Nikki stayed the same. She was always the same sweetest girl that you would ever meet. Marcus tried new girls and new things. Nikki never did anything different. She let Marcus go...

Then life hits you in the face, maturity also takes place. You think you are going out to find a new love and someone you will adore forever. Once you go out and you're searching and then you come to realize that you had that perfect person for you all along...And you dumped on them.

Marcus came to this conclusion.

Now, I am very happy to announce Marcus and Nikki are together again. I knew it would happen. They had that one true love together 2 years ago and now its back. It's like the movie He's Just Not that Into You. The exception. Nikki is Marcus' exception.

I didnt think that this kind of love was real. It is real. The exception has been proven to be true. And this really makes me hopeful and happy.

Times Like These

It's times like these that I want to stay at Liberty.


But tonight I sought out new wonderful friends that really do care about me. I had dinner with Amber, Brittani, Lyn, and David. Yes, you know there is always that one group you can connect with. I think this might be my group. I really did enjoy my time with all of them tonight, I knew there was something right when I was with them. But I am supposed to go to Campus Church with them tomorrow. Siked! Unless they cancel that too, due to weather, bleh!

Snow is so beautiful when it starts to fall quietly from the sky. When I was walking back from Liberty's cafeteria to my dorm. I wasnt cold, I was a bit chilly, but I was content. It was beautiful. I was speechless at how some little things are the really beautiful in God's creation. When I drove my car to the pit and walked all the way back to my dorm, I walked slowly to enjoy the snow moment.

When I got back. It didnt take me long to figure out that my whole quad went out to eat. Jaylyn then walked into my room and sprawled out on my floor, which happens often. She started talking to me and then begged me to walk with them to the brother dorm with the rest of my quad to retrieve a brownie pan. When we got there we tried to get one of our brothers to come out, Davey, and when he opened the door, we attacked him with snowballs.

One thing led to the next, and it was the very first ultimate snowball fight that I was ever involved in!