Tired...

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I can't stick to the guidelines anymore cause I know the guidelines fell through for me.
No princes. Not even frogs. This figures. I was just wrong AGAIN.
Felt this way last year and my senior year, and I am stupid to even think that if it didnt happen then, why in God's name would anything change. HUGE dissapointment.

But I listened to a song today when I was studying my piece for singing lessons it came on right after, it was like a message from God. It made me happy just like it made me happy my senior year of high school. You might know it:

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.


Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.


Thank you Nickleback for making my life wonderful.


Oh and another thing some people scare me, because of their crazy bipolar attitudes. One minute they are talking to you like they actually like you and then when you see them the next day they just want to kill you. I am not very fond of bipolar attitudes. Because frankly you just make me want to crawl up in a hole and die. Yeah you scare the living daylight out of me! Nah!!


SPRING BREAK PLEASE COME!!! ONE MORE DAY!!!